"The broken hearts are the whole hearts"

"I want her to be happy"

The Ex-Files Part 10

Insecure people will always throw your littlest flaws in your face as their one and only defense in every argument. They try to magnify them to make them seem bigger so that maybe you start questioning yourself and your character. That way they don't really have to look at themselves. Don't let them do this. Stay strong in your convictions and what you know you deserve. If this is the only defense they ever grasp for, you've won the battle already anyways. And you always will. Let them struggle with themselves and move on knowing that you can't save them from their mistakes. They can literally start to drive you insane if you sit around and try and rationalize with them. Don't ever let someone sit around and try to justify or list reasons to you why they shouldn't maybe love you, when they're simply too lazy to and not capable of loving anybody. Waft your hands through the fog of happiness they once laid upon your head, see through the clear, and move on.

The Ex-Files Part 9

"Can't remember, what went wrong last September. But I'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to. Our love was comfortable and so broken in"

This is what happens inside my brain. I want to be here.

Gets me every time

The Ex-Files Part 8

"So many people, to love in my life. Why do I worry about one? But you put the happy in my -ness. You put the good times into my fun. And it's so hard to do. And so easy to say. But sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away. Walk away"

The Ex-Files Part 6

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
So take my hand, and take my whole life too
Cause I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows so surely to the sea
Oh my darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
So won't you please

take my hand, and take my whole life too

Cause I can't help falling in love, in love with you
Cause I can't help falling in love, falling in love,
I keep falling in love with you

The Ex-Files Part 7 "Would you erase me?"

The Ex-Files Part 5

Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play

And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn

And I've been a fool and I've been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around

All of these questions, such a mournful sound
Tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues strong
But it's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaaah

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah

I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart
Cause I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah

And given half the chance would I take any of it back
It's a fine romance but it's left me so undone
It's always darkest before the dawn

Oh woah, oh woah...

And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't
So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my rope
And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope
It's a shot in the dark aimed right at my throat
Cause looking for heaven, for the devil in me
Looking for heaven, for the devil in me
Well what the hell I'm gonna let it happen to me

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah

The Ex-Files Part 4

Neon shines through smoky eyes tonight
It’s 2 am - I’m drunk again it’s heavy on my mind

I could never love again so much as I love you
Where you end where I begin is like a river going through
Take my eyes,take my heart cuz I need them no more
If never again they fall upon the one I so adore

Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart my Grace is gone
One more drink and I’ll move on

One drink to remember, then another to forget
How could I ever dream to find sweet love like you again
One drink to remember, and another to forget

Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart my Grace is gone
One more drink and I’ll move on
One more drink and I’ll be gone

You think of things impossible then the sun refused to shine
I woke with you beside me your cold hand lay in mine

Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart my Grace is gone
One more drink and I’ll go

Excuse me please one more drink
Could you make it strong cause I don’t need to think
She broke my heart my Grace is gone
One more drink and I'll move on
One more drink and I’ll be gone
One more drink my Grace is gone
One more drink my Grace is gone

The Ex-Files Part 3

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die.
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go:
You gave me more to live for,
More than you'll ever know.

Well, this is our last embrace,
Must I dream and always see your face?
Why can't we overcome this wall?
Baby, maybe it's just because I didn't know you at all.

Kiss me, please kiss me,
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation.
Oh, you know it makes me so angry 'cause I know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye.

Did you say, "No, this can't happen to me"?
And did you rush to the phone to call?
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind saying,
"Maybe, you didn't know him at all,
you didn't know him at all,
oh, you didn't know"?

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime,
Burning clues into this heart of mine.
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes, and the memories
Offer signs that it's over, it's over.

The Ex-Files Part 2

The Ex-Files Part 1

My favorite couples that have gone splitsville and then found their way back

Gwen and Gavin

Joey and Pacey

Clementine and Joel

Homer and Marge


John and Yoko

These are some of my favorite couples (fictional and non-fictional) that have parted ways and found their way back to eachother for the better. Who are your favorite couples in this category? If anyone says Sammi and Ronnie or Edward and Bella I will slap your face off of your face...

"And somehow I'm full of forgiveness. I guess it's meant to be."

Sappy pathetic little me, that was the girl I used to be. You had me on my knees.

Ska puts me in a productive mood. I love the skanks of ska!

From the George Harrison documentary

George's wife speaking about their relationship:

"In this life you have to perfect one relationship in order to love God. You have to unconditionally love one person".

On a No Doubt kick, as usual

You had the best
But you gave her up
'Cause dependency might interrupt
Idealistic will so hard to please
Put your indecisive mind at ease
You broke the set
Now there's only singles
There's no looking back
This time I mean it

Are you happy now?
How is it now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy?

The uncertainty you had of me
Brought cloudy shady company
The tenderness habitual
A seldom-fading ritual
You killed the pair
Now only one is breathing

There's no looking back
This time I mean it

No more leaning on your shoulder
I won't be there, no more bother
If you feel you just might want me
That's too bad, I'm not the easy
The contemplator all those years
Now you must adhere
To your new career of liberation
You've been cast all by yourself
You're free at last You broke the set
Now there's only singles

There's no looking back
This time I mean it

You're by yourself
All by yourself
You have no one else
You're by yourself

Halloween Accomplished!!

Boy do I love me some 90's references!